I’ve always wanted to have a playlist section on my blog, but never really had the time to make one *another lame excuse from Danica Rama, everyone*.
Anyway, Mixtape Mondays is a new series inspired by Lauren and Camie. It’s not gonna be a weekly thing tho, but expect a playlist from me once or twice a month. For today’s playlist, I chose Rainy Soundtrack as it is very timely. I don’t know about you guys, but I always love cold rainy days. Not when I have to go out tho lol.
I’ve been a lazy blogger, I admit. I haven’t posted anything since my Goodbye August, Hello September blog post, and that’s because a lot has happened since. I tried working on my backlogs despite having a bad month, but I was just not motivated enough to finish one. With no comeback post, I was lucky enough to be nominated by Richel of Richel Goes Places for the Liebster Award – “an award that exists only in the internet, and is given to bloggers by bloggers.” Anyhow, I wasn’t really expecting to be nominated in any of these, because uhm…who am I and this little of space of mine to be recognized? But daaaang I am beyond overwhelmed and blown away by the fact, that someone have recognized me, and that means a lot for me already.
Part of the rule is to answer 11 questions by the person who nominated you, and to make my own set of questions for the bloggers that I’ll be nominating.
September is the official start of ber months, which is also the start of Christmas countdown. Daaaang I can’t believe we’re (-THIS-) close to December and January. Anyhow, earlier this year I was expecting that by this time, I am already close to living the dream. Well, maybe not close, but a step ahead. The thing is, life happened so I have to wait…again. The good thing about it tho is I have another year to save and prepare for whatever is needed of me. If you’ve read my Goodbye June, Hello July post you’d know what I’m talking about. But yaaaas forget about that because all I need in life right now is to be genuinely happy with everything that’s going on in my life, and to start and end each month with a more positive vibe.
Last year, May of 2015 to be exact my dad’s home for my graduation and he planned a trip going to Laguna to meet his friends who were also in PH that time, and of course for us to bond. Laguna is in the South of the Philippines, and we’re coming from the North which means one thing…road trip. I don’t know about you guys but road trips always excite me. I just love the idea of leaving the house while it’s still dark, watching the sunrise on the road, windows down enjoying the cold wind as you tuck yourself in the car with your blanket and pillow. And ahhhhh stop overs for food and coffee, who doesn’t love that?
I was organizing my laptop files when I stumbled upon old photos from my friend’s 20th birthday in Tagaytay 2 years ago. It was a very spontaneous night. We were supposed to just have dinner in BGC andspend the rest of the night in a 24-hour coffee shop. But when we all got in the car, we’ve decided to just go to Tagayatay instead even if we all don’t have any idea on what to do there.
Extrajudicial killing according to Wikipedia is the killing of a person by governmental authorities without the sanction of any judicial proceeding or legal process. The Philippines had numerous incidences of extrajudicial killings since newly elected President Rodrigo Duterte started his term.
Some Filipinos think it’s a good thing, others think it’s unethical and very inhumane. I’ve seen thousands of arguments being thrown all over social media about this issue. People debating on facebook posts and twitter trying to prove his/her own opinion. Some comments make sense, they have a point. Most comments, uhmmm….idk, they sound like fans trying to defend their idols.
I myself tho, don’t know where I stand in this issue. I’ve decided to share my thoughts about this just to get this out once and for all. Every time I see people arguing on facebook/twitter, I always feel like I want to get involved with the thread, but never did because I don’t know if it’s worth my time. Still, it bugs me not having able to voice it out. Not that it matters, and not that people would care about what I wanna say, but I want to.
Oh wow, hi August! This time last year, I was what? Uh i don’t know. Contemplating on life maybe. Stressing myself over work and whatnot. 2 weeks after is my sister’s 19th birthday, the same day when my grandfather died. How tragic right? Well wow! I can’t believe it’s been a year. I can still remember how I tried to keep myself together, how I tried to keep myself sane because I had to call our office manager and ask if I could take a leave. Well guess what, the moment I uttered the word “Ms.” I burst into tears.
My grandfather always drives me to Dangwa (a flower market in the Philippines) whenever I have to buy flowers to surprise my mom, but the same month last year, for the first and the last time, the person who always goes to Dangwa with me became the reason why I went there. And no, not to surprise him, but to buy him flowers for his funeral.
Ehhh but enough of that, I know he doesn’t want us to remember him like this. So yaaaas how was July for you guys? Mine’s pretty fun and productive I guess. Continue Reading
My long overdue video blog is finally up on my channel!
I recorded everything (almost) 2 months ago…and I lazily tried to finish editing it yesterday (no color corrections and whatnot). Anyhow, the videos were taken when I went to Malolos with my mom and my sister, the day after I got my GoPro. I thought it was a perfect day to bring it with me to test the device since it’s going to be a long drive. And guess what, I was right! We spent half of the day on the road because it’s kinda far from where we live, and we got lost for a couple of times. It was fun tho because I saw other places in Bulacan (which i didn’t know existed), and it was a roadtrip!
You smoke more than the usual…and stress is the easiest answer you could think of for your action, when the truth is, you want to get rid of the taste of him on your lips. You want to get rid of the marks he left and the pain buried in your chest. Every time a cigarette is in your mouth is a chance not to mention his name. Every time a stick is lit, you hope that the smoke that comes from it would take the sting away…but it doesn’t. And never will.
Soon, all the sticks are used up leaving trails of burnt matches. You’ll then realize that what’s left is the taste of him on your lips and the sad reality that he’s gone.
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What happened to June? I feel like the last time I wrote a Goodbye, Hello series was a week ago…uh that was OA, but seriously that’s how it feels. Today marks the start of the second half of the year, which excites and scares me to be honest. You know, thinking about the resolutions and the plans you have back in January, it’s like I don’t know if I’m making progress.
A lot has happened this month tho, and an awful event will not make it to this month’s wrap up because just by thinking about it still hits me at the lowest possible level and I’m still trying to move on from the embarrassment it caused me and my existence chos haha (this part sounds like a joke, but whatever).